Bad days

Lets face it,everyone have their bad days.
But i have had bad days for 5consecutive days.
Perhaps it was due to the long hours which comes along fatique,stress and the list goes on..
It can be really frustrating as it gets to your head and reaches out to every single strand of your hair.I was always moving along but never taking a time to pause.
I guess thats where my fault lies.We do need breaks to breathe,to reflect,to see the bigger picture =)
I have become my own version of an optimist.
If I can't make it through one door, I'll go through another door,or I'll make a door.
Something terrific will come no matter how dark the present.
I guess life is about making the right choices.
Right from the start when you wake up in the morning,you can decide if you want to be in a bad mood or good mood.And that becomes a shirt that you'll wear for the rest of the day.
I have had dreams and I have had nightmares, but I have conquered my nightmares because of my dreams.
If you can imagine it you can achieve it. If you can dream it, you can become it.

And so when one is so filled with fatigue,where does one gets all that energy to move?
I think energy is equal to desire and purpose.
Haha..i have no idea how it works but with me, when I get mad, it puts energy in my body!
If people around you aren't going anywhere, if their dreams are no bigger than hanging out on the corner, or if they're dragging you down, get rid of them.
Negative people can sap your energy so fast, and they can take your dreams from you, too.

In the midst of bad days,i was constantly trying to stay positive.
Appreciating the people around me and to take it easy.
Its all in my mind.
Life would seem so blurry and complicated for that moment but..
Life cant be that bad.Its just in your mind.
I guess the power of the mind is as such..
I come to believe whatever that i repeat to myself sufficiently often, whether the statement is true of false,it comes to be a dominating thought in my mind.
I also feel that optimism means expecting the best, but confidence means knowing how to handle the worst. Never make a move if you are merely optimistic.
Our attitudes control our lives. Attitudes are a secret power working twenty-four hours a day, for good or bad. It is of paramount importance that we know how to harness and control this great force.

Bad days are like the wind,it comes and go
In 3 words i can sum up about life-It Goes On =)

Counting your blessings

Fate is like a book,hidden from our sight..
Sometimes we get a rare peep into that book and it becomes deeply imprinted in our hearts..
Sometimes for the rest of our life =)

Loving life as it is

I got this really rare chance to touch a tiger =)
The tiger keepers and the vets were doing sedation and weighing Tua, our malayan tiger.
I stood there watching every single procedure that they took.
And it is very heavy too!

And i've always believed,that if you can touch an animal,no matter the size,then you in turn will be touched =)
Back at work,i did environmental enrichment for my binturongs.I've been thinking of doing this enrichment for quite sometime.So,i went to gather some bafia leaves and do it before tea-break!Glad that my binturongs like it!It was so cosy for them ;)

Drop by the lab after our AMC course to check on some of the animals.I fell in love with this ferret!he's so cute and calm!and ya!we got the chance to see how Dr. Sonja did a post-portem on a reticulated python.it was quite an experience..hmm..yup=)

My special one turned 23!so glad that he loved what i've made for him.He'll do great with his job and animals!
And he made me adopt a new hobby-fishing!i didnt know that it could be so fun!
We're both working long stretch this week.thus,we wont be seeing each other much.but it feels nice to share with each other how our day went with our animals at the end of the day=)

The worlds what made me

The worlds what made me
Truly what made me
Brake me-
Not a thing is going to brake me

I want to make people smile
And show them how to bloom
Making them realize
They can taste their life with more than just a spoon

Id like to know how to tell a good friend from a bad one
I pray that I keep all my friends
Never letting one another down
Ruining the trust we all have won

I really don't know life as an adult sees it
Only as a child or a teen
I can only guess that life was meant to be
Based on what I've seen

I want to keep bringing up the greatest times
Some things are forever and some things are not
Its the things we remember
That makes our past hot

I hope someday I can teach
My grandkids how life is golden
And how the world won't always be on their side
But in me they can confide

Just when I thought I had it all, opportunities pass me by
Teaching me that things are to be earned
And everyday that passes by
Is teaching me new things to be learned

The worlds what made me
Truly what made me
Brake me-
Not a things going to brake me

I am . . .
What I am
Im myself.
I live . . .
What I live
I live my life spontaneously
I dream . . .
What I dream
I dream the perfect world
I learn . . .
What I learn
I learn friendship and love.